The Twist and Turns Life Throughs at You

Hey Guys,

Okay so I guess I am going to spill about what happened last week (sigh) A guy from new york accidentally txted my # by mistake and we got to talking and he flirted and was sweet and made me feel nice and appreciated. Now your probably wondering why that's bad. I have  fiance and he didn't really know because he wasn't talking to me or i him now i can go for hours with excuses for the both of us but i wont all in all i almost lost the relationship i had and the guy had stopped txting me right before all the crap went down. Sounds like a jerk right? Any way after me and my fiance talked and worked things out his sister who had no business with it any way puts in her two cents and almost makes us break up again :P and this all happened in 2 days time over the week end (friday-saterday) and then last night the guy from new york txted me again and he said he didn't want to get in the way of my relationship which is why he stopped txting but he missed me and wanted to chat well i did (stupid and retarded) i know but i did and then today he didn't txt me back so i was kind of sad and told my mom about every thing and she told me something very hard to hear. that i was like my dad (a bum who hurt her) and i dont like him and that really hit me hard so today i told him bye like he didnt say to me,and erased all the pics he sent all the voice messages with the compliments and flirting and every thing to remind me of him and blocked and erased his number,well i went back through my phone and found two messages i had locked and i saw them and really really wanted to say something to him but i knew i wouldn't get a reply or any thing and i knew it would be wrong any way so i just unlocked them and erased them too, do i really truly deep down regret it? no m i going to miss the talking and stuff yes, was it wrong to begin with i didn't think so but now i know it was. and yes i have a heart ache right now but i will survive. I have had to survive worse,and it would have been way worse if i lost my fiance just from flirting with a guy. it was wrong and unfair and i had no right or reason to do it. I was stupid and i wish i could take all of it back but i cant and i wont regret the choice i made in saying bye i just needed to write it talk about it somewhere. thanks for putting up with the bane of the world DRAMA lol

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                                                                                                                   Katie
                                                                                                                   Richardson